ive got 5 things to say:
1. my body clock's screwed. it's alr 320 am and i cant sleep. ive to be in school tmr at 12 somemore. this is what the holidays have done to me. i feel tired, but i cant sleep.
2. today i made meatloaf. it's actually for my OP, but im quite satisfied considering it's the first time im making meatloaf. haha.
3. im gonna get a job! i hope andrew manages to get it for me. it's 6.50 an hour which aint too bad. boring boring data entry. at revenue house. but oh well, at least i'll have company. and i need to do something productive. i really hope i get it. 8am to 5pm mondays to fridays. and how bad can data entry get. can it?
4. im watching some damn freaky gory vampire show now on star movies. and it's quite gruesome. okay it just ended.
5. i did the dishes today at least 3 times. and im starting to do a whole lot of housework. talk about a changed person. haahah.
6. sometimes the hardest thing
and the right thing
are the same
i know im not a holy person AT ALL. but i always tell myself, god has planned out our life journey for us. and i always ask god, did you plan the journey that i want? or a journey which you think is good for me. even a nutcrack wld know that god planned a journey that's good for me. but how if i hate this journey. because the right thing and the hardest thing is the same. how how how how how how how how how how.
okay im getting sleepy alr. senseless entry. who cares. gooodnight.